u/brutus1175

I lost my mom when i was 2, she was murdered right in front of me by my birth father, whom then committed suicide, also in front of me, and then i was allone in the house with both deceased parents for over 10 hours.

I was raised by my grandparents, but my grandma passed when I was 8. So my grandfather and i were relatively close, but we became really close the last few years of his life. He passed away a little over 20 years ago, at the age of 80. I just really miss him and I'm ashamed of what my life has become

I lost my mom when i was 2, she was murdered right in front of me by my birth father, whom then committed suicide, also in front of me, and then i was allone in the house with both deceased parents for over 10 hours.

I was raised by my grandparents, but my grandma passed when I was 8. So my grandfather and i were relatively close, but we became really close the last few years of his life. He passed away a little over 20 years ago, at the age of 80. I just really miss him and I'm ashamed of what my life has become.....