is it normal to cry almost every day at work?
I just graduated this Feb and Im currently positioned as a research assistant intern in a prestigious university in my country, and today is my third week here. I dont have many experiences in working whether in academia or corporate. I am aware that I am at the lowest level in the structure, but every day is like a humiliation factory, which I also understand that the path to a successful career is not easy. the thing is, I nearly cried every day at work, whether in the toilet, cafes, canteen. is it normal or i should be more tough?
today, I was being humiliated by one of the lecturers because i didnt know how to connect the computer to the speaker, and I didnt know who she was (she is not my direct boss) and my supervisor also did not introduce her to me, so I called her with "miss" which apparrently wrong, then she shouted loudly in front of the seminar (with a professor from abroad as the speaker) that I have to addressed her appropriately. I held my tears until the seminar is over, as i rolled the cables, thinking that I am a failure and any efforts that I make seems to always go south. even the speaker seems to emphatize with me as he said thank you repeatedly, I am embarassed and ashamed. am I weak?