u/carmendelrey2007

i am a partial dropper and i missed college for one month and told them i have to appear for a national level examination so they let me miss my end terms and give backlogs instead. i didn’t care, i had hopes and i had confidence to get a good score in CUET. However, today shattered my dream of srcc. I am so tired and helpless because i am on a losing streak, after 12th i gave so many entrances half-heartedly, i exhausted myself and spread myself thin. I didn’t study properly for any of them. I didn’t work hard and i ended up in the shittiest private university and took Btech. It had the worst impact on me. I hated it, i was so hopeless last year but i decided to give cuet another chance, one proper chance to redeem myself. It was personal for me. I realised the value of hard work, all that didn’t go in vain. I decided to work my ass off.

I woke up at 5 everyday since march and studied my ass off. I did everything they say; mocks, pyqs, timed practice, ncert reading, active recall. I followed the “recipe” required to get an amazing score. And my mock scores were really fucking promising, that’s the worst part, all of it was going according to plan.

Today at 9-11, I had my maths and chem exam. I fucked both of those up. I only attempted around 30-32 questions in maths, i found the paper easy but it was so fucking lengthy, i started losing time. i remember thinking to myself “ab gaya srcc haath se”.

Then my chem paper started, it was easy-moderate, still didn’t go good enough to bag a score above 200. I think for a good 30s i just got disoriented. So safe to say a good north campus college is off the plate for me.

It hurts a lot. I have been holding on by a fucking thread since 11th. Not only do i feel bad, i feel fucking betrayed, idk by myself or by God (i am quite spiritual). I don’t know where it goes from here. I can’t put into words how devastated i am, i feel like im living inside a bad dream. This can’t be happening.

I have CW quota but im priority 6 so it’s basically fucking nothing.

Now i have fine arts and english on 30th, even if i get full marks in both of them (let’s be honest im not- even though my english scores are good). Idk what i’ll do. I don’t know how i’ll pick myself up after this gargantuan failure.
I gambled everything for this, i had hopes for this and yet i still fucked it up.
I dread the thought of walking the halls of my fuckass college again, doing a course i have no fucking interest in, w 0 college life.

I genuinely think i’ll commit suicide if this doesn’t work out. I know it sounds absurd to many, but i can’t tell you the hell i went through last year, i can’t go back to a place i hate again.
Now what.

Chemistry-

level was moderate. off the top of my head these were the topics/questions asked,

-Which lanthanoids show +4 oxidation state
-arrange boiling points.
-That HI reaction in organic chem.
- Order of basicity of amines.
-fittig reaction
-Identify “X” compound type question if it gives x,y,z test (was very easy)
- Cis-platin, wilkinson catalyst.
- Arrange in order of increasing ionic radii (3d series)
- which compounds is colourless in 3d (they have ions)
-Wurtz fittig was asked indirectly
-hoffman bromamide- how many carbons are lost after the rxn?
-generic biomolecules case study. easy
- match the following for diff types of isomerism. (they gave compounds one one side and you had to match it to the type of isomerism it showed)
-they asked some weird chemical kinetics question i can’t remember, one of those chart ones but they didn’t actually give the chart. they just wrote it in points?
-chemical kinetics also had a generic rate constant question. + chemical kinetics match the following.
-calculate the mass of glucose added to 250ml water (they gave morality)
-arrhenius equation match the following question (collision frequency and all)
-graph of arrhenius equation.

Maths-

lengthy af.

-increasing decreasing function
-one of those lengthy determinants questions
-shortest distance simple question
-probability, pyq based. had match the following too. was easier
-order and degree
-AOI was pyq based
-e^xf(x) property question
-if two lines are perpendicular find lambda type question
-mod integral question
-LPP was also pyq based, find no. of corner points, find maximum value/minimum value.
-r&f identify 1-1 and onto function, identify no. of symmetric relations on “a” type.
-ITF only 1 question i think.
-Parametric function questions
-maxima minima questions(sinx+cosx type too)

section A was very easy and section B1 was moderate. only time fucked me up a little. guys work on your time management! best of luck 🤞🏻

what do you guys should be a safe score for eco hons if you’re priority-6 (for north campus) how many marks needed out of 1000?

has anyone given their cuet fine arts exam? if yes then please tell us what all is coming.. PLEASE!!!