u/checkeredbIanket

today i woke up, filled a cart w gym clothes, looked at white dresses for my upcoming graduation, looked up and filled a cart w makeup products, and scrolled through instagram looking at swimsuits. all before getting out of bed, brushing my teeth or even opening my curtains. i just sat in the dark, at 10am, like a maniac filling carts for over an hour. i can’t live like this anymore, all i do is want things, my closet is bursting at the seams, i have multiple makeup bags to hold all of my products. i’ve alr gone shopping over 6 times this month alone. i feel like im trapped in this endless cycle of craving new things and satisfying that itch that i cannot escape.