I finally stopped panicking and decided to see a doctor
I found a small ball in my left armpit like 2 weeks ago , freaked the hell out of me as if I was experiencing ach in my left boob a month ago which I got them checked and scanned and they were normal and healthy but my brain was looking for anything to keep me anxious lol , so I was touching that freaking ball every single hour ! drove me crazy I was panicking and crying and telling every friend or family member about it and they all weren’t concerned, then I decided to finally get it checked which was a hard decision cuz I didnt want to hear bad news , the doc was very sweet when I told her about my anxiety , she checked me so well , checked both armpits and pressed so hard , well she DIDNT FIND ANYTHING, I was going crazy like I even pointed to the exact location of the ball she still couldn’t find it lol , this kinda made me much better I suddenly stopped checking my armpit completely, and my boob got better but now I have a back ache which makes me think about something else ,lol , I re wish I could be just normal again :), I am kinda proud of myself for going to the doc alone and fighting all my fear and yes that made me better but I still gotta work on the other aches that makes me anxious