Afraid to go to the doctors
I’ve been working with my doctor for two whole years now on how to get my hormones and weight under control. That hasn’t happened and my doctor says things like “looks like our efforts have gone to waste” if she sees that I’ve gained weight. And we alll know how easy it is for the scale to fluctuate but also, she knows why I am the way I am.
I’m due for my yearly physical and I’m genuinely so terrified to go in there because I’m afraid she will single handedly make me feel like all my efforts (walking, eating more nutritious foods, going to the gym, focusing on calorie intake) are for nothing. Like I don’t know why I can’t lose the weight either, Doctor!!
I am very sensitive and I am extremely self conscious of my weight. I know if anyone gets it, it’s you all. 🫶🏻 just venting!