u/cocaineonmynikes

I’m so tired of this. I had some headaches so I went to neurologist. They found 20 small lesions and even tho neurologist told me they’re non specific and don’t have other characteristics of certain disease I’m afraid of (M.S) I’m still panicking.

And of course symptoms I did not have - the moment I heard they might be symptoms of this disease I suddenly start having them. And I don’t google but I keep on talking with ChatGPT even tho it’s not that different.

I’m so upset with myself that I don’t wait to find out everything factually, I just panic and then I’m like “oh I guess this is it” like wtf..

It’s exhausting. How do you deal with it/navigate it?