I lost one of my three cats in November and think one of my others is going to pass this week as well and I'm doing very unwell
she's only 5 years old but has had several different health problems her whole life due to a chronic kidney issue and the condition I found her in as a sickly kitten. for the most part her treatments have kept her comfortable and she's always been such a hyper playful and loving cat but this past month her health suddenly took a turn for the worst again and it's never been this bad. today I cant tell if she's just exhausted from all the recent appointments or new medications or if she's giving up but her head is resting on my hand and she seems to finally be getting some proper sleep today. I didn't expect her to live the first couple years originally but also expected to have more of a warning than this when it happened, if it is happening. and it feels so soon after losing my much older cat 8 months ago it feels like it just happened. I guess I just wanted to tell someone, so thank you for reading if you did. and if you see this because you're here because you've lost someone as well I'm so very sorry and I hope you'll be okay