Need help advice or anything really
So I’m posting on Reddit for the first time because idk I feel helpless I’m a 27 year old male with spina bifida this is going to be a little bit of a just a running Sentence with zero grammar but I’m fortunate enough to be able to walk but like barley always getting wounds on my feet from working I work in a “warehouse”
Club foot all the surgery’s you could think of to tethored cord to club foot to cathing daily out of my belly button when I was younger I was a lot healthier but I’ve been on my own since 12 hence not taking care of my self properly I dropped out of school for family reasons and just been surviving since I got a decent job a beautiful wife kids a home and a mortgage I worked for years but I start missing work a lot lately and my health has just been at well feels like a decline I always had urinary issues but never bowel until this last year I can’t ever hold my Bowels and have head steady diahrea for a year “Causes me to miss work” and having spina bifida I get frequent UTis Foot wounds and everything else you can think of that comes with spina bifida I have had over 12 surgeries and I feel like all of this has taken a toll on my body when I was late teens early 20s I loved body building so I exercised a lot made me feel geat but as I’m getting older I can’t keep up with it anymore with a full time job I also Can’t drive Because of the spina bifida I have no feeling from the knees down stick like legs from
Knees down due to atrophy I always used my quads to mainly walk so I would need resources like hand ones. Or something but I just don’t have the money I miss a lot work for Drs apt Specialist after specialist surgery after surgery and that’s my story I’m stuck and feel like everything is falling apart And idk what I’m asking for on this Wether that’s advice a opportunity but all of this has a certain shame to me and I have no one to ask for help I’ve tried my whole life and it just feels like it’s all gonna be for nothing soon I’m so broke and in debt it’s crazy I have SSi hitting me up for money they gave me While I was a disabled collecting in my early adult hood but I wanted better for my family so I went to work But idk someone to talk to will be nice SORRY IF THIS IS TOO MUCH