Question on where I fall on the pantheism spectrum
Hello! I'm very new to this belief system, but when I first read about it, I felt extreme sense of relief and acceptance. This shows me that I'm definitely in the right place. And after being confused from religious trauma and fearful of touching anything related, it feels amazing.
Now, my question is where do I fall on the spectrum. I see it as pantheism and scientific pantheism. If I'm wrong please help me lol. I feel that I am usually on the side of scientific pantheism (about 70%) but there are days and experiences that I have where I feel the divine energy and the godliness of the universe. This is specifically through tarot cards and astrology. These are things I believe in that are connected to this experience. I also have these feelings sometimes when I'm really feeling connected to nature.
So I'm just a little unsure of what to call/consider myself. It's only about 30% that I feel like the everyday pantheist. It's more about 70% that I feel like a scientific pantheist, but it feels weird to only have that label. Idk. Any advice? I would like to figure this out as I do enjoy putting labels on myself lol.