Looking for a change/friends
Hey guys I'm a F 25yrs old, I don't know what I'm doing with my life & it feels like I will regret it if I don't come out of my shell & work on myself, so I'm looking for friends at this point I don't care about the age I just want to be around people that are gonna help me come out my shell think outside the box, help me overcome my social anxiety, friend that have a good mindset anyone that can mentor me,
I know this may sound like being a burden to someone else, or people will say you should try and start holding yourself accountable & whatsoever
I've tried but I just keep falling back to my old self plus I really want to socialize more. Currently I am unemployed I've been staying indoors so much that nowadays when somebody even says "Mambo" to me I start thinking about the answer,my speech is slowly fading, my mind goes blank trying to talk to strangers sometime.... I have so much social anxiety😭
I need friends, community with people with a good mindset not just any community / friends, I wanna change my life and I believe making this first step is necessary since opportunities come through people. I don't wanna get old and regret wasting my prime, I'm scared of facing people, I'm scared of facing opportunities, I'm scared almost of everything. I wanna change that about myself. I want friends people that can help me change that
I welcome any advice too.