u/demon_starz

She's just.. gone.

I don't think any of you would remember this, but a few months ago, I had an OCkin named Yttrium, although I didn't talk about him a lot. I ended up dekinfirming him, but after something that happened recently I wonder if he's still a kin..

Yttrium was made for an object show that my friends and I are planning on making. After a lot of discussions, we ended up lowering the cast size to make things easier for us.

One of the characters we removed was Erbium.

My closest friend.

And I just.. that hurt. A lot. I know, logically, if we were lowering the cast size, she would be someone who we should get rid of, we didn't have a lot going for her and her planned VA said they were okay with it. But idk, I just.. I miss her.

I know we decided to have it so that anyone removed would still exist in-universe and just not be in the competition, but I'm pretty sure I met Erbium through the competition. So in the new timeline, I basically never met her. And I don't even know how I feel about that, other than just.. really sad.

If I do re-kinfirm Yttrium, I don't know how canon divergent I would be, I don't know if I'm from a canon where we're still friends or if maybe I could make it so we're still friends in original canon just meeting through a different way...

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u/demon_starz — 1 day ago

Soo guess who discovered he's autoromantic last night

So yeah last night I realized, I'm autoromantic, I'm in love with myself

Not just in a kin way (where I simp for my kin), I mean like I love Xel- (my non-kin name)

And that led to Post-It Note, my highest kin, also becoming a romantic F/O :D

So yeah I'm so adorable I love myself <33

u/demon_starz — 2 days ago

Questions for some fellow pancharakins! (Image mostly unrelated)

(There really needs to be a just question flair)

So I recently found out I'm pancharakin of Post-It Note, and I was thinking about some things

  1. Since you're from every canon, does that mean that technically every sourcemate is a canonmate?

  2. If you get memories, how can you tell which canon the memories are from?

  3. How do you feel about the fact that, if you have ships or headcanons of your source or with you that you don't like (or even make you uncomfortable (I definitely have some of those)), you're technically also from an alternate universe where said ship or headcanon is canon?

  4. Do you have a "main" canon? Idk how to explain it

u/demon_starz — 3 days ago

Nevermind ig?

Okay so I made a post about how I was pretty sure Mr. Hand had become my new highest kin.

But idk, saying he's my highest kin instead of Post-It Note just feels.. wrong and slightly uncomfortable.

It may have just been the Mr. Hand permashift being stronger at that particular moment (or the fact that I had been wearing a jacket that gave me a lot of Mr. Hand euphoria for like a week straight) and so I was probably just confused.

I had also just been considering the possibility for a while, and although trying to deny it, I think just thinking about the fact that Mr. Hand could have been my new highest a lot made my brain think it was true

So yeah ig take the post about him being my new highest kin back, Post-It Note is still definitely my highest, Mr. Hand is just a close second.

Also somewhat unrelated, but I realized I'm a Post-It Note pancharakin :>

u/demon_starz — 7 days ago

I'm bored so AMA

AMA for all my three highest kins :>

Feel free to be as silly or as serious with the questions as you want

u/demon_starz — 7 days ago

What the actual, genuine, FUCK is this kinsider. /nsrs

Okay so I got bored and decided to watch an animation of The Crayon Song with Paper Puppets Take 2 (my source)

And they put Mr. Hand (my highest kin) as the black crayon (which does fit)

...AND GUESS WHAT KINSIDER I GOT OUT OF THAT.

YEAH. THE FUCKING BLACK CRAYON. FROM THE CRAYON SONG.

Fuck my life what has it come to /nsrs

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u/demon_starz — 8 days ago

I have been in denial for too long ;-;

Yeahhh I feel like Mr. Hand is my highest kin at this point.

Post-It Note is still an ID and permashift, Mr. Hand is just slightly higher of a kin than him.

-🪬🖤

u/demon_starz — 8 days ago

Welp- /nsrs

I feel like atp these two are fighting for the spot of my highest kin and I have no idea who's winning

They're both IDs and permashifts, but sometimes I feel so much more like Post-It Note and sometimes I feel so much more like Mr. Hand and I have no idea who's the higher kin atp

Or maybe they're js equal idk

(Mr. Hand looks so damn proud of himself in the image for attempting to take Post-It Note's spot as my highest kin lol /silly)

u/demon_starz — 10 days ago

Being fictionkin is crazy

Being fictionkin is crazy because wdym Post-It Note is obsessed with Will Wood to a completely normal extent /sar (normal like The Normal Album /j)

u/demon_starz — 12 days ago

I'm shifted as like 3 characters at once AMA

(Mr. Hand, Post-It Note, and Chainsaw, all from Paper Puppets Take 2)

u/demon_starz — 12 days ago

shdjkakrjskfkwk I don't even know what to title this. /neg (there's a bit of swearing sorry)

Okay so what the fuck.

I'm on the PPT2 Discord server, and (I wasn't directly in the convo but I was spectating) someone sent one of those memes that's like "A real _____ never speaks I'll of _____", and it fucking said "A real Post-It Note fan never speaks ill of Bottle"

OH YEAH SORRY I'LL JUST FORGIVE THAT BITCH FOR CAUSING MY ELIMINATION SO I CAN BE CONSIDERED A REAL FAN OF MYSELF.

Yes, Post-It Note is my third favorite character (and also me). Yes, Bottle is my least favorite character and I despise her a lot. No, that does not mean I'm a fake fan of myself.

So that on its own made me really uncomfortable.

And then there's also the conversation before that. That was basically blaming me for my own elimination because I had a "lack of communication with Bottle".

I had a LOT on my mind at the time of that episode and I wasn't fully thinking straight when trying to communicate with her, and I didn't know if I could fully trust her after the last episode's elimination. I don't get how so many people forget that part. And yes, I know I could've communicated better, and I know I was definitely part of my own elimination for stealing Cup's paper during the challenge which made him was to vote me, but I was NOT the main cause of my own elimination and they were basically saying I was.

And really what else was I supposed to say to communicate better with her?! I told her I didn't understand why she didn't vote with me and Caramel Cube the previous challenge, I don't even think I needed a reason to explain why Slipper was the obvious vote this time, I don't know what else I could've said to make her not vote for me.

And someone also said "No wonder Bottle thought he was using her"

...

Did we watch the same show?

While I was trying to convince Bottle to vote with me because she didn't listen last challenge, Chainsaw came in and told her to vote for me instead of with her, and accused me of using Bottle. He didn't even have any evidence of why I was using her, all he said was "He's just dragging you along to get an easy win". And she believed that. She fucking believed that.

She listened to her biggest rival over someone who was her closest ally for almost the whole game.

I don't get it.

I don't think I'll ever get it.

And I don't get why people in this world think it was my fault. I may have made some wrong choices, but Bottle and Chainsaw are really the ones who deserve most of the blame for what happened.

u/demon_starz — 13 days ago

How my kins would react to meeting Crackers

Post-It Note - Probably be somewhat confused but would like them \^^

Mr. Hand - Wouldn't care very much

Chainsaw - KILL THE BIRD. (I'm sorry Crackers)

Platinum - Idk probably try to shoo them away

Gamebot Berry - Would def befriend Crackers \^^ (and maybe pretend to be a pirate for fun)

Noli - KILL THE BIRD x2. (I am still sorry Crackers :<)

Ribbit - Idk how they'd react tbh

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u/demon_starz — 13 days ago

I miss my children :(

Currently having a strong Mr. Hand shift, and I thought of the Blue Monsters as my children so new familial F/Os yay

Formerly my lab assistants, I may have turned them into what they are now, and now my children-

And of course, new F/Os means more people to miss... and yeah I definitely miss them a lot.

I don't have any memories of any of them, I'm trying to remember tho

V2 (first slide) may honestly be my favorite, but they're the one we have the most info of in the actual show so there's more to like, and they're definitely the one I miss the most

I went back to rewatch part of PPT2 17 (the commercial for MRH Laboratories) and I nearly cried seeing Yo-Yo (who later became V2) there I miss them sm

I'm also trying to remember V3 (second slide) more because they're the one we've seen the least of, because... well I'm pretty sure they died. Post-It Note and Milk pushed them off a huge height, and while it hasn't been confirmed they're dead, I'm pretty sure they are.

And V4 (last slide) is the one we saw most recently and the only one with a confirmed name (V2 and V3 were kinmems). Don't really have much to say about them, I just.. I miss them a lot too.

u/demon_starz — 13 days ago

Me and Crackers!

I don't really expect to win (it's pretty basic and it looks kinda weird to me) but it was still fun to draw :D

u/demon_starz — 14 days ago

Just kinfirmed a TADC character so I'm joining here!

Hii! I kinfirmed Ribbit a few hours ago, so I decided to come say hi here!

So far they're my only TADC kin, I might end up kinfirming someone else but idk I doubt it-

I don't have any memories so far (other than remembering what it was like abstracting, which... I don't wanna think about-), so I don't know how canon divergent I am, but I think I mostly kin the version from the So Hoppy music video, which I don't know how canon to actual TADC it is

So yeah hi :>

Idk what else to say-

-🐸🎀

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u/demon_starz — 15 days ago

Yeah, the vent tag is there for a reason. It's not a bad character or anything, I kinfirmed Ribbit from TADC.

And I kinfirmed via a memory of abstracting.

I had a mental breakdown during school (I go to an online school so I hid in my closet with my camera and mic off so the teacher wouldn't know), and it really felt like I was abstracting right then and there. And well, that triggered a memory as Ribbit of abstracting.

I'm not doing great right now.

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u/demon_starz — 15 days ago

WHAT IS THIS KINSIDER-

I'm genderfaun, and I jokingly made Gacha Club OCs based off of the few genders I change between and I made genderfaun himself like an all-powerful god or smth-

AND I'M KINSIDERING HIM. WHYY-

u/demon_starz — 20 days ago

(I do have boundaries, I just couldn't think of any off the top of my head that are kin-related)

I do want to make a p.cc but the website just doesn't work for me idk why

I have met Journal kins before but idk I wanna meet MY Journal

(Also Bottle is on DNI because I still just can't forgive her for what happened in the show + one of my ex-friends kins her so /nav)

u/demon_starz — 20 days ago