She's just.. gone.
I don't think any of you would remember this, but a few months ago, I had an OCkin named Yttrium, although I didn't talk about him a lot. I ended up dekinfirming him, but after something that happened recently I wonder if he's still a kin..
Yttrium was made for an object show that my friends and I are planning on making. After a lot of discussions, we ended up lowering the cast size to make things easier for us.
One of the characters we removed was Erbium.
My closest friend.
And I just.. that hurt. A lot. I know, logically, if we were lowering the cast size, she would be someone who we should get rid of, we didn't have a lot going for her and her planned VA said they were okay with it. But idk, I just.. I miss her.
I know we decided to have it so that anyone removed would still exist in-universe and just not be in the competition, but I'm pretty sure I met Erbium through the competition. So in the new timeline, I basically never met her. And I don't even know how I feel about that, other than just.. really sad.
If I do re-kinfirm Yttrium, I don't know how canon divergent I would be, I don't know if I'm from a canon where we're still friends or if maybe I could make it so we're still friends in original canon just meeting through a different way...