u/dilfoisseur

I am so stuck in the time it happened. I can't seem to get over it and I feel stupid for still caring, I was declared NED last in 2023 or even 2022 (memory is far from my strong suit) and I just still can't get over it. I think about it everyday almost without fail. I can't believe it all happened and I can't even afford therapy 😭 if I did I'd like to feel unworthy of going anyways, I feel like I didn't go through enough to be as affected as I am still. I feel guilty and silly.