u/ebun99

For the past year, I’ve felt blocked from my psychic gifts and mediumship. At first, this was actually a warm welcome, because I was pretty burned out. Looking back, I feel like the break was exactly what I needed. But over the past week, it feels like I’ve been blown wide open again, and everything has suddenly become much more intense.

At the moment, I’ve been manifesting two things: going to a weekend festival and taking a trip to Lisbon next week. Both have a specific money goal attached to them.

The day before yesterday, I did a meditation and some scripting. That same evening, I unexpectedly got the opportunity to work as a film extra for two days before the festival, which would also have meant getting a free festival ticket.

I was really excited about it, but I decided that this wasn’t going to be the way it happened. I would have had to leave the next day, and the whole thing felt too stressful for me. So yesterday, I decided to do some more scripting and later listened to some affirmations.

While I was lying in bed listening to them, I gradually became very calm and eventually seemed to enter a trance-like state. I was visualizing and talking to myself, and at some point I started swaying during the meditation.

But this felt completely different from anything I’ve experienced before.

Every time I whispered or repeated my mantra or money goal in my mind, the swaying became stronger. When I imagined a bigger money goal, the movement became more intense and eventually I could feel my body moving so intensly that all I could think was how shoked I was.

Then, this morning, I woke up feeling… different.

I decided to go work at a library in my neighbourhood, but after about 30 minutes I ended up going home because I had so much energy and felt restless. Once I got home, I had an almost uncontrollable amount of energy like having the zoomies, except I could feel it much more strongly in my body.

I started screaming, laughing, jumping and eventually crying, and then I would do it all over again. I felt like I needed to move, so I went for a walk through the park.

And honestly, I felt so peaceful.

I was dancing and listening to music while walking through the park, completely immersed in the moment. I ended up walking for about an hour and a half, but even after coming home, I still couldn’t seem to contain all the energy I was feeling.

Reality also started to feel a little strange or surreal, and I genuinely didn’t know what to do with myself.

So my question is: what could this be?

A lot of what I find online about experiences like this has a very negative tone. But my experience doesn’t feel negative at all. It actually feels amazing, expansive and almost euphoric.

I’ve also experienced what I describe as my “third eye” opening and closing since I was a child. It usually seems to close when I become frightened or extremely stressed.

I’m curious whether anyone has experienced something similar, especially the intense physical energy, involuntary swaying during meditation, feeling almost trance-like, and the sudden shift in perception afterward.

What do you think could be happening?