Christian Fear/Guilt
Hi everyone! I admit that I do not know a lot about paganism. However, I was raised Christian, and then went full atheist, and am now feeling a connection to the divine due to some reflection and spiritual experiences.
In a way, I do not want Christianity as we know it to be true. I don't want to live that way if I do not have to.
There seems to be a decent amount of evidence towards Jesus both existing and potentially being more than a normal human, which if so, would point to the bible being the word of God.
I want to explore paganism more, but I'm scared of going to hell? Also, I'd love to learn more about the history of paganism.
I know this is a vague post, but I was hoping someone could share their experience/point me in a direction? Thanks!