Am I just crazy?
For whatever reason I've always clung on to the name Josh. I don't know why, I know a few but this one is different.
I went through lots of trauma and child abuse growing up and often daydreamed of another life. I'm 29 now and I still do it.
But this daydream feels so real and the feelings too. A guy called Josh who will be my best friend and grow to deeply love. A ride or die friend. I'm even dreaming about this! Is he someone that's in another life? Is he someone that's going to turn up in my life? Is this some form of therapy I made for myself?