She was a friend which became best friend I got feeling for her first eventually she got too, she confessed we talked but she said she thinks she is not ready to be in a relationship...... Now she feels guilty for ruining the friendship as i stopped talking to her completely..... I don't want her to be miserable she is very precious to me but don't want to go back in this rabbit hole what to do ???
Studying engineering rn and I'm so done with this college bruhhh...... Need to meet new people but how the hell ??? Dating app is no no because my half college is on that (too non chalant for that shii)....... Jainwin question broski
Mera Bhai jaise dost, didn't tell me about his girlfriend for 5 months, even though we are friends from the last 10 years and genuinely my only best friend (I thought).
The problem is random ass people know about that but not me.
Distance really affected our yaarriii.
I'm so disappointed in myself :(((
I feel for you idk what it is but it is something that makes me look forward to it makes my day a little brighter,
I have always been a person of logic, but in your case all hope is lost.
The day I saw you in class, I knew we were going to have a story not sure what this story would be but I'm playing a game of chance.
It's very hard for me to say but I like you and it's not only my emotions which told me about this but my biology too.
I have to clear something old business, when you ask me that do I like you?? i didn't lie, I was just confused.
Everyone was hyping me up that we would be a great match, literally everyone's but when I sat with my thoughts I understood that my feelings for you is not superficial, it's very deep, but I was scared to loose something so precious, wholesome and beautiful.
Pawani, it was always you, when I didn't know it but my heart knew, the way it calm around you, the way it aches for you when I see you sad, the only thing which I can think is how to make you smile whether it is with my stupid joke or just listening to you. The way it feels so alive when your laughing. My gawd your laugh is so addictive and I'm hooked to it.
I'm sorry I was not your friend, the friend you wanted but it's hard for me , hard to be a friend with such a beautiful soul.
But I'm not sorry because either way you will be happy, either you will get a devotee or you will get rid of dishonest person.
Mind you the only dishonesty I ever showed you is declining my feelings, Everything else was as pure as driven snow, it is innocent and naive.
I don't want to just love you but learn you, understand you and want you to become my nerdy topic.
I want you to be part of my calendar, i want to annoy you and only you, i want to make you laugh, i want to make you seen and want you to feel love.
I want you as my comfort, my strength, my support and my partner.
I know being with you would not be easy but I'm ready to fight every battle if it is for you.
You were the best thing which ever happened to me in my engineering college and happy that I got time to spend it with you
No matter what happened always remember there was a person who loved you
Pawani let's just give us a real chance, so that questions won't haunt us.
And sometimes love comes from a place you expect the least.
So i want you to ask you
Pawani can I be your boyfriend???
I promise you i would never fail us
Writing this letter I had make a gamble, gamble with our friendship. This will either turn us into something beautiful or this will end our friendship but I am ready to make this bet because high reward never comes from small bid