Still feeling guilty about rehoming
It’s almost been 4 years and I still feel guilty about rehoming my dog. He was reactive, had issues staying alone and I didn’t have the opportunity to really look after him well if I wanted to pursue my dreams. But I still feel guilty after all these years. He is happy, I ask for pics sometimes. I still don’t know if I can see him, even though I want to. His new owner is probably the best for him and he’s very happy in his pics.
I think I saw him Monday and today I haven’t been able to stop crying, just like when I just rehomed him, well the first few months.
I feel guilty that my dreams may have changed and that maybe in two years I’d have time for him.
I think i just wanted to vent and hope the guilt goes away one day, and that I’m ready to see him again.