How do I figure out my weak spots as a smaller 120lb woman (other than everything)?
Hi all, I've been training for 2+ years as a hobbyist (no interest in competing) and am a blue belt. I love my gym because of how welcoming and inclusive it is. However, all my training partners skew much bigger and stronger, even the women. For context I am 120lbs and 5'4'', and the smallest woman at my gym is 5'7 and 160. The lightest man is 155 but it's a purple belt. I'm my gym we train with everyone so I can't pick and choose rolls (I actually like this because it prevents me from being excluded due to gender or size).
Question: With no one my side to train with, I'm having a hard time knowing if I just suck or if I suck but also am improving, and therefore where my focus should be. My coaches tell me that they've seen me improve a lot but idk. How do I get a better sense of what to work on, and whether I'm actually improving?