Will I ever be happy?
I’m a 22 year old girl. I’m very sensitive and struggle with depression. I’m a people pleaser and I always want to make others happy. I want to make my parents proud but it’s like I’m not enough. I want freedom to be who I want to be. And not needing others approval. I have no friends, I don’t fit in, I was always the weird lonely girl in school. But I think I have potential to be successful. But I feel like my parents kind of hold me back even though i love them. It hurts. No one understands me. They think I’m lazy. I don’t go out, no friends, Im currently unemployed and I stay at home 24/7. I’m missing the best years of my life. But I have no choice, I have no one to go out with it.. my chart is complicated and there are a lot of layers here, I’m a beginner and I don’t understand everything. I want to know how I can make my life better.