
I got too excited for the rain
I fucking jinxed it 🤦🏻♀️
Update: I should have trusted the process on this one

I fucking jinxed it 🤦🏻♀️
Update: I should have trusted the process on this one
Okay so today was my first day in basic EMDR training and we were practicing the BLS movements and the resourcing scripts and when I was the client I think it went pretty okay but i think my partner playing the "therapist" did the finger movements was still getting used to the speed and they started off fairly fast- no shade to them I think everyone in the class did.
I felt... Odd afterwards and then about an hour later I completely upchucked my entire lunch in the training center's bathroom- felt nauseous for a few hours after.
Since this was only the resourcing scripts and the finger movements are supposed to be faster for the actual phase 4 processing- I feel like I don't know what to do. Should I request tapping? Should I request slower speed of the "faster" BLS finger movements?
I know nausea can be a somatic effect experienced but I really don't want to throw up for the next two days of the training. Playing it cool for the last half hour of training when my breath felt gross and I was all dizzy and sweaty was not ideal.
Edit to add that I really don't think I am sick ate dinner completely fine with no issues a few hours after the training and no other symptoms since then. Should have mentioned that first sorry! :)