Feeling really defeated
I feel like I just need to rant a little, I was in PT for about 6 weeks and then had a nerve block injection in my chest for a separate issue that resulted in my lung being collapsed. I had to take off PT and still haven’t been able to return yet, but the last 3 days I’m so off balance and my legs have been giving out on me to the point I almost fell down at work today and woke up to them being completely numb and I had to pick them up to turn myself in bed. My back and hips hurt so bad I just want to cry. I feel like this is the only place I can come on here and not feel like a drama queen. I’m tired of being broken (literally) and even more tired of my boss making me feel like a bad guy because I have medical issues. My ortho is getting me in for an emergency visit tomorrow due to the falling episodes and quite literally having to look at my feet to walk down stairs or on uneven ground and my boss just was so upset about it even though I’m doing it on my lunch break and made it a point that the last time I got this bad I was bed bound for a week while on heavy muscle relaxers and steroids. Someone please give me something positive because I’m just feeling extremely defeated with it all on top of my other medical issues and it seems to be never ending, I just want to feel normalish again ☹️