u/hauntedbythelight

So as the title says, I experienced the vibrations for the first time after trying vectors.

I started doing the tapes about 6 months ago, and took a two month break roughly 2 months ago. Then I started doing them every day. I've been hesitant to move into Wave 3 because although I deeply desire having an OBE, I'm terrified of it.

Today I listened to vectors, and for the first time I wore an eye mask and lied down. AND for the first time in my apartment there was truly no noise and my cat didn't come and bother me. I live in an open industrial loft style apartment, so my cat distracting me has been getting in the way of meditating.

I got sleepy at the end and noticed the next meditation started playing, so I paused it, keeping my headphones and eye mask on. But I never came out of focus 10, and I also never really fell asleep. I was adjusting myself slightly and felt like I was having double vision even through my mask. Then it happened. I turned to face my couch cushion and I could see it through my mask (that I didn't know was on still) and I started to sit up and felt my body vibrate all over. And I heard a loud vibration and whomp sound on my ears. I felt myself lift an inch out of my body then my heart started racing and I realized what was going on. But the weirdest part was that I heard very clearly someone walk on the rug next to my couch to where I was lying down and stop when they got next to my head. I thought it was my husband. Then started to wonder who or what it was. I struggled to get out of it then remembered I never got out of focus 10, do I moved my fingers and said "1" in my head and was able to wake up and hear the world around me. My husband was at his desk, and I stood up and told him what happened because he knows I was doing it.

I did remote viewing yesterday with my husband hiding the objects and I thought I was struggling with it until I got to pushing the tube from my head and I felt like my eyes were rolling in the back of my head and my body was vibrating, just not like it was today.

Does this mean I'm close? Has anyone else heard other people walk by their body when they're in the middle of leaving it? I'm not going to lie, I'm a little fearful of pulling the plug and leaving it. How can I stay comfortable with the idea that I'm safe and have control?

My dad raised and trained labs for field trials. I have been around dozens of dogs since I was a baby. Dogs have always been a source of comfort for me. I have my own dog that I got 9 years ago. I thought I would love this industry but I can't do this anymore. I've been a groomer for 2 years and during this time I've found that I'm not patient, I get overwhelmed easily, and I have lost all of my tolerance for "bad" behavior.

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This industry is such as mind fuck. I used to love dogs but don't enjoy being around them anymore. I'm starting to lose patience with my own dog when I get home from work. I feel like such a bad person for feeling this way. I can tell some of the dogs I do can sense my energy and I feel like I'm making them anxious and scared. I don't want to be that way. I'm not this way with all of them, but the ones that are already scared and anxious tend to trigger me more because they're acting out and I feel like I can't do anything right when I'm working with them.

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I'm tired of feeling like I'm beneath these snooty, entitled, sometimes threatening owners. I don't think I'm above anyone else, but I have never felt so less than in a job before.

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This is my last week at my job and I don't know what to do now. I'm feeling extremely low and confused about what my feelings mean and say about me. It's not my shop, by the way. I do 6 dogs a day and the manager is very chill and understanding. It's genuinely me. And yes, I am in therapy working on some of these issues. I guess I want to know if anyone else feels or has felt this way