People traumatized me (or did i just traumatize myself?)
I'm suspecting I have bpd and I did some really fucked up things out of impulsivity and recklessness but it's not who I am... I have trouble forgiving myself for my past... And I'm so tired of judgy people taking things for face value
also, side note: what do you usually do when someone youve held dearly for so long straight up just tells you to kill yourself?