u/hot-biryani-crisis

Got to know the son of my dad's colleague got a 5k rank. Is preparing for ini too.

I have a 70k rank. I'm appearing for ini too. I was motivated the past week that no matter what happens I'll give my best. Now I feel I'm preparing my dad for another disappointment.

How can someone like me even think I can do this. I hate myself so much. Wish I was dead.