How can I find my “one true calling”?
Throughout my entire life I have felt like I needed to find my “one true calling”, something to dedicate my existence to, and spend all of my time focused on. Unfortunately, I’m not sure that I have found it yet. I enjoy doing lots of things and have multiple hobbies that I seem to rotate through, yet I still feel like my life is missing that one important aspect. I know its silly and unrealistic, I understand that most people never find their “thing”, but my brain is determined that if I just find something to spend my life doing or working on, then I will be happy, and life will be worth living. I feel like I have most bases covered when it comes to hobbies, and so when I think about what my “thing” could be, I’m stumped. I can’t be the only one out there who feels this way, surely? Workwise I don’t have a “career”, I just work where I can in order to be able to live. Growing up I never had a “dream job” or a huge personal goal to work towards. I have a degree but don’t have any interest in “using” it. I love going on long walks and being active. I love nature and animals, I volunteer regularly with horses and worked on a polo yard for just over a year. I love studying and doing online courses about the things im interested in (conservation, physical geography, animal care, etc.). I enjoy being creative (cross-stitch, knitting, journalling, crafting in general) and reading. I like lots of things but why don’t I feel truly passionate about just one? Does anybody else feel like this? If you have one passion, how did you stumble across it?
Maybe overthinking is mine…