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I The night before yesterday, I found myself lying awake, staring blankly at the wall, unable to find the solace of sleep. The darkness seemed to press in around me, and my mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions that I couldn’t quite grasp. My husband, sensing my restlessness, awoke and noticed me in this state. Concern etched on his face, he gently asked me what was troubling me, mentioning that he had observed a change in me over the past few days. I forced a smile, trying to reassure him that everything was fine, but deep down, I knew it wasn’t.

There are moments when I am overwhelmed by a profound sense of loss, as if something or someone precious has slipped away from my memory, leaving only a vague, haunting emptiness. This feeling has been lingering since the days of Covid, when a severe fever wreaked havoc on my mind, distorting my memories and leaving me in a fog of confusion. I remember those times vividly, when even the faces of familiar people became unrecognizable, and I felt adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

In an attempt to lift my spirits, my husband suggested we go out on a date, proposing a trip to the mall. But the thought of a mall filled with bustling crowds and endless aisles of merchandise filled me with dread. I am not a mall person; I find joy in simpler things. I would much rather wander through the streets, taking in the sights and sounds, feeling a sense of peace and contentment wash over me. It’s in these moments that I realize what marriage truly means, it’s about understanding and supporting each other, meeting each other’s needs in ways that are meaningful and fulfilling.

As we sat together, I felt a wave of gratitude for having someone by my side who cares so deeply and is willing to be there for me, even when I can’t fully express what I’m going through. It’s in these shared experiences, these moments of vulnerability and connection, that I find strength and hope. And though the path ahead may be uncertain, I know that with my husband by my side, I can face whatever challenges come our way, one day at a time.

Oh my goodness, there are so many irresistible things that just captivate me, and I can’t resist spending a little extra on them! One of my absolute favorite things to do is decorate my bookshelves, study table, and everything in between. And let me tell you about these two adorable cuties,I couldn’t take my eyes off them! I just had to share them with you all. I hope you fall in love with them as much as I did. If you’re interested in getting your hands on them, just give me a shout! I truly believe in sharing is caring, and I care about you, sweetie, so I’m thrilled to share this with you.

I don’t usually go out much, which I know is a bad habit, especially since I have no idea how long I’ll be in Pune. I don’t want to leave and regret not experiencing the city the way I should. Thankfully, my partner always pushes me to step out, knowing that a walk under the night sky clears my mind and brings me peace, saving me from the chaos in my head.

Every night walk in Pune feels like discovering a new side of the city. The streets carry a quiet charm, as if the old soul of Pune has been watching life go by since the British left. There’s a gentle hum in the air, the lights reflecting off the familiar paths, and the breeze that makes me feel at home. I don’t think I’ll ever find another city quite like Pune,alive yet calm, modern yet timeless.

After so long ✨🧿🤪😅

In the third season of Dark … would love the discussion for 2 seasons don’t give spoilers please

As someone who thrives in solitude, I never imagined I’d dive into the bustling world of Instagram. It was my husband’s gentle nudge that led me to this vibrant platform. The initial moments were a whirlwind of images and stories, a cacophony of information that left me reeling. I spent my entire first day lost in this digital sea, and on the second, I tried to immerse myself in the community, even gaining 15 followers and reaching 8.4K views.

But by the third day, a shadow crept over me. The hunger for more followers and views gnawed at my spirit, leaving me feeling inadequate and exhausted. The negativity weighed heavily on my heart, and my husband, sensing my turmoil, lovingly prepared his signature mutton rogan josh. As we sat together, he shared his wisdom, reminding me that building something meaningful takes time—a lesson I struggle to embrace.

Now, I find myself at a crossroads, wondering if Instagram is truly the right path for me or if Reddit might be a better fit. What do you think?

It’s been a long time since I last posted. I won’t deny that life has been filled with ups and downs. I had to manage two weddings in two different states, which was quite challenging. However, amidst all these challenges, I did manage to achieve some small milestones. I qualified for my NET exam and was also shortlisted for a government exam (fingers crossed). To top it off, my husband surprised me with a weekend trip to my own village. It was a peaceful retreat, and I felt a sense of belonging that I hadn’t experienced in a long time. I returned to Pune after the trip and realized that I had been missing this sense of peace. My husband teased me throughout the trip, saying that this is the only place where you truly feel at home. I couldn’t help but smile and acknowledge that I had never truly felt at peace in Pune. The rhythmic pounding of my feet on the pavement of Shreemant Dagaduseth to Ravivar peth, coupled with the refreshing scent of rain, invigorates me. It’s been a year and a half since I last visited Pune, and I can’t wait to see how long the city will keep me captivated.
PS- bought some plants 🌱 🪴 sharing with you ✨ Do share what should I visit in the city to know the old age Pune ✨ waiting for your replies ✨✨✨🌱💫