failed step 1
I dont know what to do anymore. I am really tired of my life.
I graduated from Russia (img/gold medallist with researches and conferences) and then I gave plab1. decided I will give plab 2 during my internship, which I did from dubai. got sidetracked, into applying for IM residency positions in uae, and got waitlisted, even though I had the best scores- unfiar- well thats how the world is)
I cant go back to my home country because well, doing residency is impossible there.
applying to uk seems like...im not sure everyone has bad opinions these days.
uae? waitlisted-- out of option
I tried to give step 1- was very hesitant and gave it in my second year of med school, a very stupid mistake, when the war started between Russia and us. and it was very hectic, and I fail by marginal scores, like I think the line was so close to the pass line I could not even differentiate. I got so demotivated by it, that I couldnt not even think about apprering it again at that time. lost my aunt as well like a week before exam, which was just..I dont even imagine the time I went through.
so please, help me out. I genuonyl feel tired. does anyone have suggestions for me?
newzealand? should I go for steps again? I genuinely do not know anymore