Ready to reopen my psychic door
Throughout the majority of my life, I had always been able to see and somewhat communicate with the random spirit. My doorway was never fully open, but, spirits could come and go to me as they pleased until I had a few frightening experiences in my university years.
At that time, specifically in third year, I was quite spiritually Christian (don’t worry, not the problematic kind - we were affirming and loved our neighbours, etc.) and I actually lived in my pastor’s loft. I was dealing with a consistent arrival of dark energies, and, became scared and with my faith at the time, was supported or pushed to close myself off. Between 2016 and now, I’d have the very rare spiritual experience, but I have since left Christianity, and have become my full self today.
Lately, I have been having dreams that come back to the same realization: I closed myself off, and ultimately removed part of myself from who I am by relinquishing my psychic spirituality. As a grown man who desires to be in tune with everything I am, I think I’m finally realizing I need to reopen and rediscover the psychic portion of me to fully embrace self-love and a full life.
If you have any recommendations on how to best reintegrate my psychic into my life, please help! I look forward to not having these confusing dreams anymore, and to no longer being afraid of who I am and what/whom I may come across going forward.
thanks!