u/john314X

Since last two month I've had sometimes really weird thoughts.

Like we had PE, we were outside next to the football pitch, we were running. On the pitch there were boys in our age playing football. It was a warm day, so some of them were shirtless. I saw one with great muscles and good looking and my head started imaging having bed staff with him. I didn't want to imagine that. I tried to think about something else but my head imagined that again and again.

I want to know what is wrong with me. I sometimes get these thoughts even I don't want to!

How can I control it? It's a bit scary for me, I feel so weird.