Why people tend to dislike me?
26f.
Never felt like I belonged anywhere - not in my family, society or anyone else’s life; got over it eventually, and my loneliness doesn’t bother me anymore - but it seems like for the last years and onwards people continuously tend to dislike me for some reason and get some pleasure by taking from me, literally and figuratively. I’m tired of having to give away everything requested - my time, health, money, my own life and dreams. It seems like they have this repulsion even when I’m on their side or trying to help them. Men tend to see me like prey, women just loathe my presence.
To clarify - I have friends, both men and women; we’ve been friends for a long time and they are always baffled by people’s attitude to me, as they see no reason for treating me like this.
Is there any clues in my natal chart of why is it happening and how to approach this issue?
I don’t want to feel like I’m constantly fighting for my mental and physical survival against almost every new person that somehow appears in my life.