qhht experience question
so i just had my first qhht session. the first 2-3 hrs or so were spent talking about my life and things of that nature. the past life regression part of it seemed like it was going as it should. i think i have partial aphantasia so it took a little effort to answer the practioner’s questions abt what i saw, but i think i had a pretty good picture about what i was seeing. i saw myself as a blue person, in a village (everyone else was blue as well). i’m assuming water and trees/nature were pretty important in this life. the planet (it definitely wasn’t earth) had a blue ground, and darkish blue trees??, and a long stream of water going down through the trees. when she asked me to move to some important moments one of them was a war with humans? i couldn’t tell what their appearance was bc they were in armor, but i got the vibe that they weren’t supposed to be on that planet. at the end of that scene, i end up in a room and there’s a pedestal with this diamond-like crystal. it didn’t have a definitive color (it was changing colors??) so im not sure what it was but it seemed important for something in my village.
the rest of the regression portion went as it should have. but the part i’m kinda confused abt is the subconscious portion of it. when she asked permission to speak to my higher self, i gave her permission and i felt this pressure on my body. it was like i was being pushed back into my body energetically. it felt like what i would assume to be the ‘shift’ from my conscious to subconscious mind talking. but when she starts asking the questions i had i literally couldn’t answer them. it felt like my normal self was answering the questions. i was aware of what i was saying the entire time, but i was speaking in third person. now idk if that’s bc i’ve researched qhht experiences and saw that the subconscious normally answers in third person so i just started doing it or if it actually was my subconscious speaking. so now im questioning if it was ME (‘pretending’ to be my subconscious) answering or my (actual) subconscious.
i got up like midway thru answering the questions and told her “i feel like im the one answering the questions, not my subconscious” she said it was fine and asked if i wanted to close the hypnosis so i ended up doing that bc i felt like i was just bullshitting answers. so after we finished the hypnosis i told her abt the energetic push/ ‘shift’ i felt, and she said that was a good sign. and that it WAS my subconscious answering but it literally felt like stuff i would say normally. i will say that im pretty self-aware in general, and most of the questions she got to im pretty sure i already knew the answers to, but i just wanted to have confirmation.
for some background information; i’m open to/into past lives, class consciousness, spirituality, manifestation, and stuff like that so i don’t think it was one of those cases where i wasn’t ready to receive the information.
so now im questioning if it even completely worked 😭