The worst part of PSSD for me is the emotional numbing and lack of connection to loved ones. Is this being looked into? Or just the sexual side effects? Because i think everyone with severe PSSD would agree that they would take numb genitals and the full sexual symptom package over not feeling human due to lack of emotions, empathy and all of that.
I had a couple nights where music felt amazing and even felt some nostalgia again. Than a few weeks later i got no sleep for 2 days and felt my emotions back to some degree, i was enjoying a movie, into a conversation with a family member, into video games, feeling excited for a new game thats coming out, laughed at a dumb video. small things that felt amazing to feel again. The sexual symptoms have not improved since the first dose of medications though, i still cannot think or visualize, i still feel no connection to my friends i used to love, i still cannot make jokes which used to be a strong suit. My short term memory is terrible and i still do not feel like myself at all, my question is, is this a sign i am recovering? Is having windows more often a good sign?