u/lellymatio

This came out of my distal opening of my loop colostomy.
It has the texture of… beeswax?! It smells so weird, like a hospital (iykyk) mixed with mucus… This is the first time I’ve seen this.
Usually I get clear mucus. I sat on the toilet and tried to push, but nothing came out. I do have some blood usually when changing my bag, could this be dried blood that’s mixed in with mucus and dead cells?
I’m actually terrified and freaking out because I still have nightmares about pooping out of my bum and before my stoma it was absolutely traumatic.