u/lemanief46782

My child just finished up TGATB Preschool and K Prep so I went ahead and bought Kindergarten. I did a bit of research and discovered that apparently everyone hates TGATB and it's not a strong program for learning to read. Should I scrap that and go a different direction? What about Teach in 100 Easy Lessons? (I own that also.) Since I already bought the whole curriculum, I don't really want to invest a lot of money in something more expensive, so looking at more budget friendly options

I am struggling with feeling like I am taking the gospel for granted. I want to feel undone with how much of a sinner I am and how truly amazing it is that I was freely given His mercy and grace. I *know* all of the things. I *know* I am a horrible sinner. I *know* I deserve God's wrath. I know Christ bore that for me and absorbed the Father's wrath on the cross, and that I am free. Yet I feel like I just *know*, if that makes sense. I don't feel it deep in my bones. I don't feel undone. I don't fall to my knees in an overwhelm of thankfulness to Him. I've grown up my entire life knowing the gospel, and I feel like I am taking it for granted. Has anyone else felt this? How can I begin to deeply comprehend the utter mercy and grace that He has given?