Help for my battle against addiction
Hey everyone. I need to ask for prayer for an ongoing addiction. I have tried all the methods, I have tried blockers, I have even tried some solo prayer (which I think has actually really helped the most!). I have had a pornography addiction since I was 11 years old. Each day of my life has been a constant battle to not look at it and try not relapse. I have a girlfriend who is very special to me, who I know doesn’t deserve this, and who I hurt each time I do it. I recently have gone a little while without looking at any of it, and I see improvements in my life. My confidence is better, my music is better (I’m an artist), and my relationship is getting better. Because of these things, a relapse right now would crush me and hurt me so badly. I need this to stop, and solo prayer feels like a step but I feel as if I need God to help me even further. I need the devil to not prevail in tempting me and for our father to help me against this evil temptation hopefully for good. I am aware this will take a lot of personal willpower also, which I am more than willing to do, but please can you all pray for me to finally beat this and become the man I was supposed to be??