I don't get Honeybee
Honestly I've had thoughts about this album for the most part it's that I feel that it puts too much emphasis on the narrative over sound to the point that the second half of the album becomes a repetitive slog especially with repeated ideas like being sick in bed. It feels like the narrative matters more than how the songs sound and while I can appreciate that I can't really enjoy it. In general I preferred the first half but honeybee is just confusing both narratively and sound wise.
Like it comes just after stupid song which is basically the beginning of the relationship full of passion and obsession and then we get to Honeybee and all the passion is gone? It feels like begged part 1 like the relationship is in the rocks and it's just a matter of time for it to end.
Like she's already wondering if he's going to go, she's already hoping that the relationship will endure, she's comparing him picking her up and taking her home to a gift from god. She has to ask for him to sit with her and keep her company. It doesn't feel like she's in love it feels like she's waiting for the other shoe to drop like she's surviving on kernels of love. Doesn't help that to me she sounds like she's about to cry.
Then we go back to the super lovey relationship the very next song. Like I get that feelings of doubt could probably have been found even at the start of the relationship here it feels like they are almost the only feelings she had. Like those feelings are more present here than in purple.
Compared to the other song I feel it's a bit out of place, expectations, at least that one I feel she could be ironic or in denial? I don't feel it's ironic but if it was the intention then yeah it makes sense. With honeybee I just can't make sense of it, Honeybee feels like begged part 1 despite being so far from begged.