u/luciaonthemoon

hi, so i’m 18 years old and have been consuming a lot of crunchy/nontoxic content on instagram, tiktok, what have you. and seeing all this content on what i need to buy, what i need to throw out. i live in a 100% silky family, everything i own is polyester and we shop at walmart. i also have ocd, and everything i see has pushed me to an extreme. i haven’t made much changes to my diet right now, but i don’t trust any food. not even organic produce. even when i bought raw milk i hardly trust that because it comes in a plastic jug. i don’t trust any water, and i’m uncomfortable living in my home because everything is toxic. i already feel like crap because of how my diet, my habits and what is in my body already is, but now just everything i see makes me freak out and i don’t want to consume anything at all. does anyone else ever feel like this?