u/mambaissad

Hello guys,
I have completed mbbs been a year, 2019 batch.
Always wanted to go abroad either us or the uk since the very beginning. After some research I realised usmle is more expensive and unreliable so I thought of plab and I guess we all know what happened to that pathway now.
Long story short followed my mates and began my grind for neet pg a few weeks short of my serious attempt not too confident for it.
I keep thinking of one of my friends who cleared usmle and is doing residency there now.
I don’t know why but I want to give it an attempt bc I think I’ll regret it for not even trying, bc I already do regret for not attempting it in my med school time.
Currently have no research, just my mbbs degree and an average neet pg preparation.
Looking for advice

1 month before the D day, scores ain’t improving, trying my best studying at least 8 hours a day. Haven’t scored a 100 in any of the gts. I will give it all these 30 days, whatever the result maybe.
However, what are the options if I don’t get through? Haven’t worked since internship, what’s the job situation like for post MBBS? Never even made a CV so how do I navigate?