So much anger
My father is 73, 6 weeks ago he woke up and fell, having no movement in his left side. Tests and biopsies later…. he is dying of high grade methylated glioblastoma. The tumor is towards the back of the frontal lobe. We are on week 3/3 of radiation, chemo, and dex. 5 days ago he turned into an angry, mean, cussing, yelling at everyone type of person. It’s breaking my heart. Docs keep saying it gets worse before it gets better. But we have no better. He is already immobile and completely dependent- which happened so dang fast. He’s so mean to my mom. I feel like I can’t take this, but I know it’s not him. Anyone deal with this? He’s losing his grip on reality…is it the tumor, the treatment or both. I just want to cry most days. I know this is the end and hate that these are the memories my family and I will be left with. Any insight would be appreciated. I wouldn’t wish this crap on anyone.