Looking for cynical, evil, unapologetic MCs who can't live without the other MC
I am looking for published books or original stories on AO3 that do not require fandom knowledge and have the following:
- A cynical, ruthless, unapologetic MC.
- He falls so hard for the other MC that he becomes completely obsessed with him and can't live without him.
- Intense possessiveness, all-consuming need
- lots of explicit, hot sex (erotic romance would be ideal, but erotica recs are welcome too)
❌ What I'd like to avoid:
- Idiots and endless misunderstandings
- Cartoonishly OTT villains.
- Serial killers
- Endless depressive self-pity or constant "I'm such a monster" narration.
- A tragic childhood that's used to excuse or erase all of his actions. He can have a backstory, but I don't want him to turn out to be "just a misunderstood puppy."
- MC2 being an innocent lamb.
HARD NO: Kids of any kind (pregnancy, single parents, childcare, small siblings).