Toxic Mold Support
I completely understand when someone doesn’t get what you’re going through. Trust me I get and truly I am just trying to understand how I can make a family member understand I am trying to get through really harsh agoraphobia right now and I’m trying to make things feel normal and safe, but my brother tries to do little things like get me to go out which I’m just not super comfortable doing right now not because I didn’t want wanna go out but because I’ve become so far attached from the person I am that everything else feels so overwhelming right now and he wants me to go over to his department tonight and he always does things in a very kind of like he gives me a look like if I say no I’m in trouble and he is the owner of the house that I live under rent free right now granted I just completely am trying to get my life and my thoughts back together and feel safe in my own body and I just sometimes don’t feel like I could make little trucks to go places. Does anyone have a certain pressure on them from a family member because my brother tried to act more like he’s a parent and then he can make they do something and I get that I live under his roof, but I’m just trying to take things one day at a time so I can do things when I am good and ready. I know that exposure therapy is really healthy, but I’m just trying a little by little feel like myself before I make a huge leave and commit commitments