u/mod88_

He was the last man I'll ever be with , the last man I'll try to stay with as long as possible but yeah we'll you can't force anyone to stay with you

The last try

No more relationships

No other trials

I quit

That was a good experience

And I'm not looking for any more relationships shit

Love is not real , it doesn't exist you just think its there because that's the illusion your mind created so it can produce more dopamine

I hope him the best since he's the only human I felt safe &true around

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Have you ever been in a situation where you're being asked what is your goal from your relationship or what will relationship change in your life

I recently got asked this question by someone but I don't think I even answered it because at the moment I got asked I was going through a really really rough time after some incident happened with my love life and I didn't really answer he was saying

"what do you want sex ? you'll never get enough of it , attention? To forget the way no one cared about you in your childhood? you'll get it , being touched, hold ,cuddled? you will get it , love? you'll be loved by someone"

And while he was saying those things I only thought about one thing , I thought and I was talking to myself deep down saying

"what the actual fuck is he talking about what's the value of those things who gives a damn about those needs, all I want is to come back home to someone who might be actually waiting for me to come back, waiting for my arrival, so we can share our problems and work on them together, someone who actually gives a damn if you're ok and not some greedy relationship for some needs , I'm not saying those things are not important or anything but those are just the nice things you enjoy, while the real pleasure comes with the person just by existing"

And I sat there silently picking up my pecies because at that moment I was completely sure that I won't say all of this and I would turn it into a bad situation or a fight and I didn't want to lose the person in front of me