sometimes i feel like i’ve climbed a mountain and faced coming so close to assaulted or murdered and came out on top i feel tougher someones i feel paralyzed. i don’t think either are good
i’ve actually kinda backslid on realizing this because i’ve kinda felt like a bad bitch after getting away fine from all the evil shit people threatened to me at my last job. but feeling tough is a weakness when someone has 30 pounds on you
if i do not leave my state i will die. every so often i watch someone weigh the consequences of murdering me and get reminded of this but then life takes over
maybe i’m overthinking it but i feel like in the past 3 years a lot of social norms around what it’s okay to say and believe and speak out loud has been rapidly shifting in a pretty frightening way
why tf are people getting all glib about this heat dome it’s so annoying. when i was homeless stuck outside near 100f weather would’ve been near fatal now transplant that on countries not built for this kind of heat
if i was blizzard as a whole company i would simply never touch sexual assault ever in any of the games i publish you can’t just come back from the cosby suite and rebrand as all progressive
more like deep cleaning cleaned everything separated summer from winter clothes organized cupboards. it’s easy bc we have a kitchen/living room and then a bedroom and a bathroom so not that much to clean
spent half the day cleaning our apartment with my bf. i hate long boring shit but having a clean apartment feels like cleaning out my brain so it’s worth it in the end
we seem to live in different worlds (rural ohio vs seattle) but so one line from their post about just dealing with harassment made me realize how much i’ve retreated into defending myself and how i don’t just recognize how ppl can be shitty and live anyways
a writer i really like came out as trans recently and it’s so weird reading their prose i rlly like but about stuff i really identify with about being a trans women. parts about their acceptance with being 35 before they realized they were trans are really moving to me