Geschwind syndrome
Hello!
So my doc brought up that I have traits associated with Geschwind syndrome but he stressed it’s not fully recognized. So I was reading about it and it’s my entire personality. Like I have a compulsion to write it lead to me getting tested for ocd because of it. As I’ve gotten older I’ve become intensely fascinated with religion particularly in occultism. Like I think about it daily. I even wrote my masters thesis on it. And was offered a PhD on occultism and catholic theolgoy. I was supposed to start in September but do to the increase in seizure activity I’ve put that on hold.
I’ve never had any sexual intrest or desire ever like never I’ve gone to doctors for that as well. My family constantly complain that I take the long route to get to the point. As have my boss and friends.
I watch horror movies because the moral questions it raises fascinate me so much, like are villains really all that wrong. I’ve taken classes on the philosophy and idea or evil.
I’m not spiraling but it feels like my epilepsy as a child shaped my whole personality like the damage I sustained during my status episode and tonic clonic seizures created my whole personality. And I didn’t even know it. We know there’s damage because it’s been shown via testing.
Anyone else hear about this? I know it’s not fully recognized but damn I don’t even know what’s me and what’s me but influenced by the seizures.