u/nikolaix18

Contess 🫥

Should I get contess now even though I can’t get her to s+ yet but to like l+ or something and use her for all the fucking teams in every fucking event right now, OR should I wait till I have enough resources to fully get her to s+?

So if my math I correct, I could rhetorically get her to M+🤷🏻‍♂️

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u/nikolaix18 — 1 day ago

Which outfit?

I still have that outfit chest from that one event this season and I finally wanna use it, but I can’t decide which outfit to get. I want to style my Merlin more appropriately for the storylines. Outfit 1 would be a nice mage/traveller outfit of which I don’t have one really that I like so I could use this for storylines like that where Merlin is like travelling around as the mage they are. Outfit 2 though is more chic and I could use that for like if Merlin is travelling for like „official business“ or like a ceremony is occurring in the storyline.

Can anyone please help me choose?🙏🏻😭 Which one would you pick?

Update: ok just a lil Update, I chose the first one, thanks to everyone who helped🙏🏻

u/nikolaix18 — 1 day ago

Guyssss I have top surgery on the 6th of may (yayyyyy finally!!) and I actually managed to stay clean for the past 11 days, but today there was a party at my school and tbh I didn’t even fought the urge that much but I smoked a cigarette and had like two hits from a vape.

How fucked am I?🥲😭

To clarify I’ve been trying to sober up since I got the date for the surgery, so like since 6 weeks before I always tried to stop and didn’t smoke for a few days and then had a relapse and my surgeon told me to not smoke till 3 weeks before my surgery (but now that’s broken) and before that I did smoke rather regularly with either cigarettes or vape, though only since September of last year, so I haven’t been smoking for years now.

Still I’m scared that I’m fucked because I’m not the most active or healthy person and my blood flow isn’t the best from what I can tell every time a nurse or doctor struggles to take my blood. I‘m trying to eat a bit more healthy for the surgery and I’ll try to get more movement in the next days till surgery, but I’m still scared that I totally messed up my results now.

I’m like trying to say to myself that it wouldn’t be that bad if my nipple grafts fail because originally I didn’t even want to keep them and I can get them tattooed on still, but I’m scared that my scars are gonna be completely fucked or that there will like wrinkling in my scars. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♂️ has Someone experience with this scenario and can help me and give me like idk facts or something ? Thank you

PS: im sorry if the grammar or smth is fucked, English isn’t my first language and I’m drunk💀

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u/nikolaix18 — 27 days ago