Possible revelation/promise?
Has anyone had a similar experience?
A week ago, August 4, i was praying over this promise i believe God revealed to me. It was kinda driving me crazy so the prayer was God, if this truly from you, i trust in time you will make it known to me. At the end of this prayer as i’m wrapping up, i feel this strong blow that places a specific verse directly into my heart. A verse that i attached to this possible promise. I felt very weak ups on feeling this and immediately or almost immediately after, i felt this intense pressure on my chest, lasted a good while but not more than an 20/30 mins. Well i begin to question if that was God or the devil, as the bible tells us to test the spirit and not be so quick to assume everything is God, right? anyway i keep dealing with this pressure throughout the week, though it feels random now and definitely not as intense, just enough to linger or feel it for a few seconds maybe a few minutes. I prayed and asked Hod to help me understand as i feel it has to be connected to this idea of this promise, i feel Him say “what is in your heart?” after a day of praying and being in the word, it hit me, in my heart was that verse! Though, i still don’t have much understanding so no resolve on getting rid of this. Well come Sunday, during worship, i feel it JUST as intense as i did the first time, and this time i know im in the presence of God and i can feel the holy spirit. So yeah just as intense and heavy pressure but so much peace, i was crying my heart out, not even thinking about the promise. However, it now two days later and i still feel this lingering pressure that comes and goes, seemingly random. I’m curious if anyone had experienced something similar?? Or could at least keep in your prayers, that i receive clarity, wisdom over this.
- For context: This promise involves a partner, i felt God revealed to me would be my spouse, through a dream and the peace that came with thinking of our future together. Of course, now finding out the truth that this person asked for space, and during that space was with his ex, then returned to me ready to be a boyfriend. lol God didn’t let it last more than a few days before the truth came out. So now where here where he has not talked to me and has picked to reconciliate with said ex. This of course makes it extremely hard to believe Gods promise and i question now if it was born out of my own desire. Which is why im very hesitant to put faith into that specific thing, however my faith is fully in God that His will be done.
Now i know for fact, when i met this guy i was very lukewarm, if not belonging to the world (God met me two years ago but i lost myself again). Not even thinking of God, then boom out of nowhere God started working in me without me realizing and i began to slowly show him God and pray for him without even realizing (i probably hadn’t prayed in months, like months). I was definitely in my flesh and sinning this year, but for whatever reason with this guy i started to find God again. Even when he asked for space, it hurt but i trusted God, told God i trust in His will not mine, that i understand i have to meet someone equally yoked even. And boom, some time after God reveals to me that this man is my spouse. So i know i planted a seed and God will grow it, i pray for this man’s salvation. But in regards to believing this revelation was actually God feels hard, even though i really want to believe it. This man has been checking my tiktok account daily since the heartbreak, i gave up tiktok a few days ago to really surrender control over this to God. There is a lot of other things i feel like God has met me in and shown me to confirm but i want to be confident in the spirit and not in the flesh. I truly just desire to seek God and know Him more, that is exactly where i’m at. Just really curious if anyone has experienced this chest pressure, and definitely pray for me!