u/p4r4disel0st

I hate my job so much, everyday I wake up and dread going to work. I regret not staying in college because now I cant affordto go back... I'm tired of having to work 20 times as hard as my coworkers to only be able to do half what they can. I'm tired of being mocked for enjoying "girly" things... like no shit I'm a fucking girl. I miss getting my nails done and feeling beautiful. I hate that we have an amazing maternity leave policy because I dont think i will ever feel safe enough in this field to get pregnant. I even hate that I make good money because it makes me feel trapped here, I'm only 25 how am I supposed to do this forever? People who left the trades how? What do you do now?