Official scores! 167V 170Q 5.0AWA
Hi! I took the GRE general test a little over a week ago, and today, my official scores, including my essay score, have finally been released! 167V 170Q 5.0AWA!!! I'm really pleased with my score, considering how nervous and unconfident I was about verbal and essay writing in particular. I honestly was not expecting this score; I was aiming for something like a 160V 165Q 4.0AWA. Definitely not complaining though!
I already made a pretty in-depth post with my tips and advice (which I'll link here if you're interested in reading about my strategies, resources, mock test scores, etc.), so I won't go into much detail about my study materials here. Instead, I want to share more about the experience itself.
I was so, so, so scared. I could barely fall asleep the few days preceding my test date, to the point where I was worried that my own lack of sleep would negatively affect me on test day. It also didn't help that I was taking summer courses at the time, and I had a major school exam less than a week before. On the night before my test, I remember falling asleep at maybe 2 or 3 AM, and jerking awake at around 5 AM despite my test being at 11 AM. I couldn't even stomach my breakfast, and I didn't speak a word in the car ride over because I thought I would either burst into tears or puke.
It feels silly looking back now, but I felt very underprepared because it seemed like everyone else had studied for much longer than me. Heck, I didn't even know what the GRE was until May! I just knew that I had to do it to apply to my dream schools, and that it costs a ridiculous amount of money. Redoing the test was not a realistic option for me, not only because of the price, but also because I would have no time to study for it again, given my schedule for the latter half of summer. Essentially, I knew that I had one shot to take the test and not fuck it up. I never took a standardized test before, so I didn't really know what to expect going in, which kind of made the nerves worse.
But then I checked in at the test centre, I sat down at my spot, and I put on the noise-cancelling headphones. Despite all the nerves and test anxiety from the days beforehand, seeing the familiar interface on the screen seemed to calm me down a lot, and it just felt like I was doing another practice test at home. (Thus, I highly recommend doing a paid ETS PowerPrep Plus practice test! It's definitely pricey, but it really familiarized me with the exact test interface and exam difficulty.)
I don't know what my body does when it's under pressure, but it seems like the anticipation is always the worst part, because once I started the essay, I felt like I was on a roll! My hands stopped shaking, my brain cleared up, and by the end of the essay, I felt pretty sharp. I think the essay is a nice warm-up for the rest of the exam. Then I just went through the same strategies that I used during practice, and it was all smooth sailing from there. Seeing my unofficial scores flash on the screen honestly made my day, as it was proof that all my stressing and studying paid off in the end!
Needless to say, I slept like a baby that night. Probably the best sleep I've had since I started studying for the GRE a month ago.
Hopefully, this post finds people in similar situations -- extremely stressed, overwhelmed by work, and feeling underprepared. You can feel all those, and still do really well!