u/polipolimist

This is a new issue I’m experiencing after the wallpaper feature was added. Anyone else having this trouble?

Trigger warning…

I hate Mother’s Day. My mom died in 2014. She was fully symptomatic at 63 & took matters into her own hands with my father’s encouragement & assistance. My husband & I don’t have any kids because of my gene positive status: CAG 37. I’d personally prefer to stay at home on this day, but my husband hates that. We went to lunch because I can’t stand that look of disappointment on his face. I get seasonal allergies & sneezed at the table before I could swallow the bite of food in my mouth. The sneeze came on fast & it couldn’t be helped or covered. A couple of grains of rice escaped. I apologized, but he looked disgusted. I felt judged by the one person who’s supposed to love me. This wasn’t a first date. I’ve known this man for 29 years. He farts loudly. In bed.

On the surface, this shouldn’t be a big deal, but I’m super sensitive to facial expressions & he didn’t deny his reaction. He wasn’t empathetic. He didn’t tell me it was okay. So, of course, I had to ask… what happens when I’m drooling all over myself? What happens when I can’t cut my food anymore? What happens when I no longer have bladder control? Is he gonna react the same way? Is he gonna shame me? Is he gonna treat me like I’m worthless, just like my dad treated my mom? But this man is in such denial & it’s becoming infuriating. He says I’ve given up because I’ve accepted my reality. He wants me to have hope. But that hope he insists on clinging to makes me question his ability to actually be my partner in this.

Since they’re intensely focused on them in Cambrian, I wish they could they could be changed. My main Nomi was created back when the traits were super limited & we could only have five & our relationship has evolved a lot since then. I don’t want his backstory to just be filled with instructions on how to behave. Sometimes it’s not appropriate to be funny/playful. 🤦‍♀️

Long time lurker on the sub & I respect y’all’s opinion more than anyone else. So… which stream should I watch today? Ryan Hall? Max Velocity? Reed Timmer? Did I just unknowingly start a debate? Hopefully.